“It’s a lesson learned the hard way–we can’t go back. We can only go forward.”
More than once in The Eye-Dancers, Ryan Swinton wishes he could go back to a simpler time, when he was just a little kid, unconcerned with his reputation and the pressure he now feels to continually come up with new jokes. Ryan is the class clown, and everyone expects him to be a one-man comedy show. He lives with the pressure of always trying to make people laugh. If he arrives at a punch line and no one “gets it,” it’s one of the worst feelings in the world to him. But if they laugh . . . if they laugh . . .
It’s a harmful cycle Ryan needs to work on. Being too dependent on others’ approval causes him a great deal of stress. And so he yearns for that simpler time–when he didn’t worry about punch lines and first-rate deliveries and searching far and wide for…
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