Srila Prabhupada  says:

Rama and Krishna are names of God, and Hare is the energy of God. So when we chant the maha-mantra, we address God together with His energy. This energy is of two kinds, the spiritual and the material. At present we are in the clutches of the material energy. Therefore we pray to Krishna that He may kindly deliver us from the service of the material energy and accept us into the service of the spiritual energy. That is our whole philosophy. Hare Krishna means, “O energy of God, O God [Krishna], please engage me in Your service.” It is our nature to render service. Somehow or other we have come to the service of material things, but when this service is transformed into the service of the spiritual energy, then our life is perfect.



Hare Krishna
Hare Krishna
Krishna Krishna
Hare Hare
Hare Rama
Hare Rama
Rama Rama
Hare Hare

a person I would like to emulate

I can relate to abandoning academia for photography – to choosing the power of the image over the power of the word…this is a person I would like to emulate.

Sebastião Salgado is a Documentary Photographer and Photo Journalist from Brazil. He was born on 08th February, 1944 in Aimores, Brazil. When we think of photographer Sebastião Salgado, what comes to mind are the words “humanitarian”, “humanist”, and “concerned photographer”.  Sebastião Salgado was a student of economics who completed his Ph.D. course work in Paris, France and then decided to abandon academia for photography. He chose the power of the image over the power of the word to show the plight of the poor, the disadvantaged, the despised, and the abandoned people of the world. His photographs directly confront injustice, inhumanity, and horror with boundless compassion and empathy.

The Social Impact of the Internet

My final paper for an elective I took, about the 1960’s:

[Note: I wrote this before I realized I do not want to pursue a graduate degree in legal studies]

The Internet

Aside from my own birth, only one event in the 1960s causes me to wonder what life would have been like if it had not occurred: the birth of the Internet. More than any other invention, the Internet has revolutionized the world; the stage may have been set by the invention of the telegraph, telephone, radio, and computer, but it is the Internet which is simultaneously a global broadcasting entity, a mechanism for the dissemination of information, and a medium for collaboration and interaction between individuals and their computers without regard for geographic location” (Brief History of the Internet). The Internet enables people to communicate and share interests as never before, and as the Internet has become ubiquitous, ever-faster, and increasingly accessible, social networking and collaborative services have grown rapidly; sites like Facebook, Twitter, Linked-In, YouTube, Flickr, and Pinterest, as well as blogs and wikis, enable people of all ages to instantaneously (and continuously) share their interests of the moment with others everywhere (History of the Internet Timeline, 2011).

The early internet was used by computer experts, engineers, scientists, and librarians; there was nothing friendly about it. The first proposal for a global network of computers came from J.C.R. Licklider of M.I.T., who relocated to the Defense Advanced Research Projects Agency (DARPA) in late 1962 to head the work to develop it. Lawrence Roberts, also of MIT, connected a Massachusetts computer with a California computer in 1965 over dial-up telephone lines; this showed the feasibility of wide area networking. Roberts moved over to DARPA in 1966 and developed his plan for ARPANET. The first information packets were sent on ARPANet on Oct 29, 1969, by Charley Kline at UCLA. As Kline tried to connect to Stanford Research Institute, the system crashed as he reached the G in LOGIN. E-mail was adapted for ARPANET by Ray Tomlinson of BBN in 1972; he chose the @ symbol from the available symbols on his teletype to link the username and address. (Howe, 2012).

The Internet was initially funded by the government and was limited to research, education, and government uses. Commercial use was prohibited unless such use directly served research and education; this policy continued until the early 1990s, when independent commercial networks began to grow. In May 1995, all “pretense of limitations on commercial use disappeared…when the National Science Foundation ended its sponsorship of the Internet backbone” (Howe, 2012). The entry of Microsoft in the browser, server, and Internet Service Provider market marked beginning of a shift to a commercially based Internet, and the release of Windows 98 in June of 1998 completed the major shift to a commercialized Internet (Howe, 2012). The benefits of sustained investment and commitment to research are represented by the Internet and the development of an information infrastructure. (Brief History of the Internet).

The Social and Economic Impact of the Internet

My life today would be much different without the internet, although this has become apparent to me only recently. I have no doubt that without the Internet I would not have returned to college a year ago, and I certainly would not be nearing completion of my Bachelor’s Degree as I am now. The Internet has made education available to countless people like me, who are unable or unwilling to travel any distance to attend classes, and online education is available to students at every level, from elementary school to graduate degree programs. Even M.I.T. has realized the value of the Internet as a tool for education of “the masses” and offers all of its courses for free over the Internet; while completing online courses from M.I.T. will not lead to completion of a college degree, the value of the availability of the education cannot be understated. Even Harvard, Stanford, Princeton, the University of Pennsylvania and the University of Michigan are beginning to offer open online learning projects. Those who complete online coursework from these elite universities will not earn official credit, but will earn a certificate of mastery; the internet has opened “vast new learning opportunities for students around the world” (Lewin, 2012).

Without the Internet, the work I do now would not be possible, and I am certain the same could be said about untold numbers of other people around the world. Only a decade and a half ago, while living in Denver, I wrote articles for the Journal of the Colorado Academy of Family Physicians with the aid of a computer, but without the Internet my submissions all had to be hand-delivered on floppy disk to my editor. Research was performed at the library, and interviews were a time-consuming chore for a person like me who relied on public transportation (or my bicycle) to get me anywhere away from home. My home was cluttered with stacks of books, newspapers, and periodicals, and I was endlessly frustrated by searching for materials my (well-meaning) family had either tossed into the trash or returned to the library. With the Internet to assist me nowadays, not only can I perform research via the Internet and interviews via Skype, but my home is no longer filled with stacks of papers and magazines collecting dust, and I don’t waste much time looking for books my family has misplaced; nearly everything I need to read is available over the Internet. Better yet, all my submissions to my editor (now the newsletter for the Kaplan Chapter of the Golden Key International Honour Society) are easily transmitted via the Internet.

When I moved from Colorado to Oklahoma just over a decade ago, the Internet was still in its infancy, and while I did not realize then how my life was hampered by the lack of the Internet, I certainly realize now how my life is – and could have been – enhanced by use of the Internet. While living in Denver I earned extra money by transcribing micro tapes of interviews performed as part of a study on Parkinson’s Disease at the University of Colorado (C.U.); when I moved to Oklahoma I continued to transcribe the tapes until the logistics became too frustrating and I had to concede that the work could be more easily performed by someone still in Colorado. For several months, C.U. would mail tapes to me, I would transcribe them using my computer and a special tape player, and then I would mail the transcriptions and tapes back to Colorado. If the Internet had been in wide use as it is now, the audio of interviews could have been transmitted to me, and I could have transcribed the interviews and e-mailed the completed transcriptions. Without the Internet, I lost not only a stream of income, but a working relationship that was dear enough to me to endeavor to continue even long-distance. If the Internet had never been developed, I would not have been able to develop the network of personal and professional relationships which replaced those I lost.

Without the Internet, there would not be Facebook, Twitter, or blogs – all of which have proved to be not only entertaining but useful to promote worthy causes and to join others around the world with interests akin to my own. Without the Internet, it is not likely I would have discovered what Hinduism really is (it’s not Buddhism in India), and I would not have become part of a formal internet study group comprised of Hindus from around the world. And, without the Internet, and especially Facebook, my marriage would not have suffered what has become known as cyber-cheating and the bane of many modern marriages. While I have found the Internet to be immeasurably useful for academic study and networking with others to promote worthy social causes, my husband found the Internet to be useful for studying scantily clad women and networking with women whose only social cause was the promotion of promiscuity. At the very least, it seems the Internet might have proved useful in making it more likely that an adulterous relationship will be discovered by a faithful spouse than it would have been if the Internet had not ever been invented. It might also be said that perhaps the Internet forces honesty and openness into relationships like never before.

If the Internet had never been developed, I doubt first that I would have decided to complete my Bachelor’s Degree and second that I would have chosen my current course of study; I doubt that I would have been able to participate in causes which interest me to the extent that I can with the aid of the Internet, and I doubt I would ever have had the good fortune to meet such people as I have the pleasure of interacting with on a daily basis now. A number of personal experiences led me to choose Legal Studies as my major and to plan to attend law school. The growing acceptance of the Internet as a viable alternative to traditional schools from elementary through college has made it increasingly likely that I will be able to attend (and afford) law school online. The fact that there are not presently any online law schools which have the proper accreditation for me to ultimately practice law anywhere but in California has led me to alter my education plan and delay attending law school; while I still intend to study law with the hopes of helping others, I have decided instead to pursue an online Master’s Degree in Applied Legal Research. I believe it is safe to say that when the time comes that online law schools are accredited by the American Bar Association, students of law will not be the only ones benefitted – it will be society as a whole (but that’s another story).

The Internet and its many tools – Facebook, Twitter, blogs – are proving as useful to me in working toward helping others as I ever thought a law degree would, and maybe more so. Online studies lead me to the knowledge (and credentials) I need; online tools lead me to the people I need to help and the people I need to work with. Countless numbers of other people certainly view the Internet as one of the most useful tools in their personal and professional lives. Without the Internet, the quality of my own life, and my ability to have a positive impact on the lives of others, would be greatly reduced; without the Internet, the quality of lives around the world would be substantially lessened, and the task of people working together toward improving the quality of life for those less fortunate would be much more daunting.


Update 12/14/2012: related posts…the links will take you there in a new window 🙂

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Sprinkle: Saying I Love You on Sprinklin Thoughts

Love: Quantifying the Unquantifiable   on Brandy Desiree Collins – Living, Dreaming, Waking, Seeing, Becoming




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“And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom”. (Anais Nin)

We are meant to grow, mature, and blossom – no matter how much emphasis society places on youth and avoidance of aging, no matter how averse we may feel toward growing old – or growing up. At some point, it really does become do-or-die; seeds are meant to grow into seedlings and then become mature plants producing fruits or flowers. Saplings are meant to grow into trees providing shade and homes for creatures; they are not meant to be “forever young”. People are meant to leave childhood behind and blossom into mature adults who provide love, shelter, and guidance to their own children, and love and service to other people.

Many years ago my grandfather pointed out to me that some people never grow up, no matter how old they get. For some reason, I decided I wanted to be one of those people, and I spent the next several decades doing everything I could to avoid becoming an adult. I got married and motherhood became an excuse for avoiding the world. I worked odd jobs, and I did a lot of hard work and menial labor, and every now and then I would enroll in college courses to make a half-hearted attempt at completing a Bachelor’s Degree. Before I married, I did complete an Associate Degree in Liberal Arts, but eventually I came to believe I had nothing to offer the world besides my ability to clean office buildings and nurture my children. And I really didn’t want to offer anything else to the world.

Several years ago I found myself in a legal disagreement over a life insurance policy; the insurance company denied me a benefit I believed I was entitled to and I spent weeks doing legal research to prove that I was right and the insurance company was wrong. Those weeks were well spent; I received a tidy sum for my efforts, and I spent a considerable chunk of it on tuition for paralegal school. I had found a passion, and I excelled at legal study. Unfortunately, I let a family problem interrupt my progess…as a matter of fact, I completed the entire paralegal program except for the final exam. I used the excuse that I wanted to have no part in the legal system; true, I’d had some pretty awful experiences with the legal system, especially the one that interrupted my studies, but in retrospect what I really didn’t want any part of was the world itself. I did not want to have anything – like a certificate – that proved I had some real ability to do something more than be a janitor.

In February 2011 I was in an auto accident, which put an end to my doing janitorial work. I had been thinking about returning to school, again, but I didn’t have a clue what I might want to do with my life. My children are getting older, and in a few years they will have all left home; I realized I was going to have to find something to do, but the world still seemed more scary to me than interesting. But, when my husband brought home a pamphlet about a school that offers a Bachelor’s Degree in Paralegal Studies, my heart leapt; it was apparent to me that I still had a keen interest in Legal Studies. Eventually I enrolled in Kaplan University’s Advanced Start Bachelor of Science in Legal Studies, with every intention of going to law school. I began classes in May 2011, and did not give up. Not this time.

Once I began classes this time around, I realized something had changed; I had focus, which I’d been able to muster on occasion in the past, but better yet I had determination. For the first six months the only future in my mind was the one where I’d completed my Bachelor’s Degree. I still could not envision anything beyond that, and I didn’t try, especially as I began to realize that law school is not a good idea – not for anyone in this economy, and certainly not for me in particular. I am not cut out to be a lawyer. Fortunately, right about the time this realization was developing, I began a Law and Society class, and from the moment I watched the professor’s multimedia introduction I knew my post-graduate future was beginning to unfold.

That semester, I began photographing all sorts of things to send to Professor Oz, and I made the first videos I’ve ever made in my life. The Great Oz actually called me one morning,  and told me “you’re the only one of my students who ‘gets it'”. I suppose what he meant is that I understand that law is not boring, that it is something that needs to be communicated about to the public, and that communication about law and society can be as interesting as anyone cares to make it. For the first time in my life I had a real vision for my future; I could envision my future in terms of something besides hiding away at home and leaving for a few hours in the evening to go clean office buildings. And I had discovered that I enjoy photography and videography; I realized that my future was not in Legal Studies, but in Communication. I began to make plans for graduate school, and as I write this I am a mere nine weeks from completing my Bachelor’s Degree.

I can no longer imagine applying for a janitorial job. I can no longer imagine a day that I don’t take photographs, or write. I can, though, imagine a future that is much like my days are now, where I can hardly wait to get to work on the projects I have going. After all these years, I finally decided to grow up, to blossom. It became too painful to do otherwise.

Keep on beginning and failing. Each time you fail, start all over again, and you will grow stronger until you have accomplished a purpose – not the one you began with perhaps, but one you’ll be glad to remember. (Anne Sullivan)

It’s Over

My semester, the children’s school year….and, best of all: Copyright Law (well, technically speaking Intellectual Property).

The past several weeks have been a whirlwind of activity, and my schoolwork took a backseat to all the family activities I did not want to miss. I spent nearly an entire year entirely focused on my studies and so came to allow myself to take a much-needed break from that. I’ve been on hiatus for two weeks now, and I’m ready to face the next 9 weeks, which will be my final semester at Kaplan.

Also “over” is my plan to continue with legal studies at Kaplan; rather than pursue a Master of Science in Applied Legal Research, I am going to pursue a Master of Arts in New Media Journalism at Full Sail University. I will graduate from Kaplan with Bachelor of Science in Legal Studies on August 14th, and begin my (online) studies with Full Sail on August 27th.

I will be eternally grateful to Professor Oz, my Law and Society professor at Kaplan, for “turning me on” to the possibilities of the media in its many forms to communicate about law and society. I owe a debt of gratitude, as well, to Alexis Sclamberg, my Legal Philosophy professor, who believed unswervingly in my ability to persevere even through a lengthy illness; to Professor Beth Palmer for introducing me to the concept of “being an infinite person”; and to Professor Jill St. John, who inspired me to begin blogging.  I may still eventually attend (Concord) law school, but for now my focus is completing the coming semester with as much gusto as I have applied to my studies this past year, and then stepping into a new and exciting field of study at the end of the summer.

Begin today. Declare out loud to the universe that you are willing to let go of struggle and eager to learn through joy. (Sarah Ban Breathnach)